18 September, 2009

Week 5: autobiography

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I have been feeling stressed out these days.

I don’t know whether I am on the right track.

Where will I lead my life to?

I don’t want to meet a bunch of people these days.

I just want to stay alone, think about myself and what I am about to do.

Everything seems to be beyond my control.

I did my tests and presentations well but I didn’t feel satisfactorily.

I’m in a daze.

My mind goes blank.

I’m stuck when I think of anything.

My head is spinning.

Plus, my ex is an evil.

There’s nothing left to try.

There’s no more heart to bruise.

There’s nothing worth more than a goodbye.

When I’m talking to people, it’s not me, it’s the voice of someone else…

I’m broken down…

I’m demotivated…

I’m losing control of myself…

I’m mentally cutting off myself from the rest of the world…

I’m keeping a fade-away picture of “real” me…

After all, who will be right beside me?

Could I find my way back home???

I’m in a maze of life.

Never in my life have I felt scared like this.


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